Month: December 2015

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18th Dec 1979 36 years old.
I’m married 9 years and counting . I’m jobless and bored out my mind . I’m kind and caring but let face it I’m  fat . Was born in Cape Town and partly brought up in new Zealand. Came back ct.
I was 18 when started too work in a hair salon as girl Friday for 1 year earned only 1thousand rands a month washing hair and cleaning and answering the phone. Then i did nail academy for manicure and pedicure past with only silver as in exam got one answer wrong. Tried use that a job and failed because Nasha nail tricked me say be paid ammount and rather made cleaner with small 300 a month and closed down few months later.
I lifted my brother as his handy capt and his friends from school too there homes 6 people.Then i volunteer work as helper at baby crèche in boward road for 2 years i have no references there because they changed hands of mangerment x2 while was there i asked if i get paid for the work  but was refused because new management. Now that was plain bad luck.There things go on that crèche  will never send my kid there unfortunately.
So i was at a loss.
My father opened family business few years later i joined in nov 2005 or 2004 can’t remember.Was Econo-heat i started as tea and cleaning lady was very small company took well off when it became international company.
7 years i cleaned toilets mens and ladies in admin side and factory side.
I cleaned office 10 everyday. Receptionist job was open up as receptionist were hired kept leaving  so i cleaned and did receptionist job for few years.i cleaned kitchen too and bought my dad’s lunch made every day with tin of tuna and salad and dark wooly bread punkin seeds.i put off tuna for life.
I was there when they hired factory staff i remember long que of people  atleast over 200 made que from outside gate too warehouse. i felt sorry so clean  fast then give water as was in hot weather too all who wanted water gave ice water.after that we moved premises from small too 4x as large  premises.as God had planned i had appendix  that burst as packing files away in boxes.rushed my self too hospital(drove from work to doctor to blouberg hospital myself ).
I was 3 weeks no working because of opration.
So when came back work all moved in mess too new premises left for me too archive  files and became my problem people blamed me miss paper work. was made Admin assistant /cleaning lady. 9th year they got cleaning service that didn’t work out.When things went south and bad people started being angry at me and my family both brothers work there.
My dad had a dream home mansion he had sell to keep company going.Then new ceo hired and he gave packages for 66people told leave including me. So 11 months now I’m unemployed. Being just turned 36 knowledge that my mom lost her job about same time my Father did so things didn’t seem right i prayed over it to understand  it .i still have no answer? But i forgaven all what happened. My father now retired but stress levels are super high still i feel alfawl over that. My mother lives on a farm. is doing ok i guess i should be greatful that all have most good health.
So again 36 unemployed is life crisis  or is world about end?
I feel like so…..
I have not much but in love with my husband and happy mostly and a kitty keep me company.
And living alive.
Well that me lots good and bad things and bad decisions and good that is life.
Regards,
Anica van Zyl
P.s
Is anything good going come out of it ever?

My white hair i was born with  is a birthmark(skins pigment is white on forehead  why hair )

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